Is Self-preservation
Part 5
Take a look at the title: "Stepping In Is Self-preservation". Reaching relationally to the broken is among the highest expressions of Christ love. Jesus emphasizes the importance of love for the most broken among us, when he taught, “The King will reply, ‘Truly I tell you, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers and sisters of mine, you did for me.'" (Matthew 25:40)
The greatest lesson God has ever taught me is that he is always waiting for us where people are broken and wounded. In Matthew 25 Jesus teaches us that those who are his sheep feed the hungry, clothe the naked, care for the sick, and care for those in prison. And just so no one thinks those are the only things Jesus had to say on the matter, he say, "Whatever you did for the least of these my brothers and sisters you have done to me." Jesus calls the very least; the most broken, most sinful, the worst of the worst, "brother or sister." When Jesus taught, "For God so loved the world," he doesn't give us a single exception.
In Ephesians the Holy Spirit teaches us through Paul that God has created us, in, "Christ Jesus to do good works, which God prepared in advance for us to do." (Ephesians 2:10). You see God's Spirit was there with Ryan, when he was just a baby being abused. God was waiting for the day a Christian, one of his sheep would come. Do you remember what Jesus says in Matthew 18:10? Jesus tells us that "little ones," have an angel appointed to them, and that the angel always sees the face of Father God. God saw all that happened, and even though Ryan took over the work of abusing himself, and by his own sin made himself, "the least," Jesus says, "Whatever you do or don't do to Ryan, you do or don't do to me."
When God sent me to Lilly, an AIDS infected hooker, he was sending me there to experience his love for her.
(You can read more about Lilly's story by clicking on this link: http://lonniesthesaltworks.blogspot.com/2015/07/looking-wrong-way.html )
Through Lilly, God wanted to teach me that He could utterly defeat her sin and brokenness. All of the words in the Bible could never teach me the lesson only first hand experience of God's love and power can teach. I need God's love and power working inside and through me, to understand how loving and powerful God truly is. There is a really good reason why Christians picket, shout at sinners, thump their Bibles, lobby for laws, such as The Defense of Marriage Act. There is a reason Christians are so fearful, angry, and upset about the Supreme Court ruling on Same-Sex Marriage. When God has filled you with his world shattering love for hookers, homos, men wearing dresses, porn addicted folks, and the like, you rely on God's best answer, and stop trusting or fearing the best answers mere humans can offer. The only cure for fear, reliance on human policies and activism is the real life experience of God love making all the merely human stuff look like nothing. Let me splain this another way. If you've witnessed the destruction a shotgun can cause you know to be afraid of what a shotgun can do. But if you witness an thermonuclear bomb exploding a shotgun isn't such a big deal anymore. Look at the power of mere men as you would the power of the shotgun. Mere humans can still kill ya. The power of God is like the power of the thermonuclear. Who is afraid of a man who brings a shotgun to a thermonuclear war?!?! When you experience the explosion of God's love for others, you'll never again be afraid of the worst the world can do.
I can preach to my fellow Christians til I'm blue in the face. If you don't go to "the least of these" God himself can't teach you to love people who have MADE themselves, BY THEIR OWN SIN, utterly worthless. If you have been depending on the world's ways to fight the world with activism, politics, and laws then you will continue to us the world's ways. God's weapons are not the world's weapons. God cannot fight sin with politics, activism, or laws. When Jesus came to the world he teaches us, "God loves the world, and his greatest act of love is sending me, his Son."
Maybe you believe what the Supreme Court has done is a terrible thing to happen to America. What the Supreme Court did is a supreme annoyance, and it's helped make darkness and enslavement to sin look more acceptable. God still loves and his supreme power still frees gay people, drug addicted people, hooker people, porn addicted people. God still has the world changing power to break the chains of bondage, so the worst can come to live in the light of Jesus Christ, and to have eternal relationship with God.
I am deeply saddened by what the Supreme Court has done. But God has made me experience his love and power for the worst of the worst, and the most broken of the broken. The Supreme Court may put on a good show of power, and it is impressive. Still, I'm smiling, filled with hope, excited about God loving Lilly and healing her brokenness. There is no way to make me believe anything can stop the power of the love of God for people like Lilly, Ryan, and Lonnie. There is no way I can remain focused on the Supreme Court, the next presidential election, the next law to protect religious freedoms. If you want to protect religious freedom then from now on you're going to have to walk in the power of the Holy Spirit. Remember how many times the leaders running things, when Jesus was here, tried to kill him? Remember that Jesus simply walked right through the crowd and no one laid a finger on him? Do you remember that Paul was stoned to death, and then got up and walked away?? When you experience God's love and power to free and save the very worst of the worst then nothing in the world is ever going to matter to you the same way.
I'm not afraid of the sinners. Hookers don't bother me, I tell them about my sister Lilly, who was a hooker just like them. When they hear the story of Lilly and Lonnie they aren't afraid of Lonnie anymore. Nothing else in the world matters when Lonnie is full of God's love and power, the hookers aren't afraid of condemnation, God got there ahead of me and has been waiting! What does it matter who the POTUS (President of the United States) is, or what the Supreme Court decides, or a stupid wedding cake for the most messed up and sinful people?
The people who TERRIFY me are my fellow Christians. Until the last 5 to 10 years I was always very open about my past in homosexuality. I would always have a meeting with a pastor when I started attending a new church. After I told my new pastor about me, I would carefully tell other people in the church about me. I knew once people knew about me they would watch me like a hawk. AND PEOPLE DID WATCH ME LIKE A HAWK! Ha ha ha! After about six months people would see, with their own eyes, (personal experience) that God had worked in my life to change me. Once people could see with their own eyes that God had changed me I never had anything to fear.
I did make one terrible mistake. I thought if people saw what God had done and was doing in and with my life that they would stop being afraid of gay people. I thought Christian people would believe the lesson my life in Christ taught them. But I can't teach people the love and power of God. Only God can teach Christians about the love and power of God through relationship with the most broken people.
GOD CANNOT TEACH THE GREATEST LESSON, ABOUT HIS LOVE AND POWER, OUTSIDE OF RELATIONSHIP WITH THOSE WHO NEED THAT LOVE AND POWER THE MOST!
If Christians never "step in" and reach out to the worst of sinners it is impossible to learn how much greater God's power to save, cleans and free is, than the power of sin to kill, steal, and destroy. God can't tell about his love, God must show you how his love defeats everything the world is. You focus on what the Supreme Court does because God has not arrested your focus with love. You are worried about presidential elections because you have not yet seen KING JESUS love and free a hooker from her sins. You want laws, because you have not yet seen the power of God's grace, mercy and love transform a Ryan or a Lonnie. The only way to see the kind of power that arrests your attention away from the concerns of the world is for God to put you in life changing relationship with someone he is about to change.
One of the greatest lesson God has ever taught me is:
IF I WANT TO PRESERVE CHRISTIANITY THEN I HAVE TO STEP IN; STEP UP; MOVE TO THE FRONT OF THE LINE; REACH TO THE WORST OF THE WORST AND EXPECT GOD TO DO THE IMPOSSIBLE.
God doesn't care about what the Supreme Court does. God's cure for "fear of queers," is loving in and through you the queer you fear!
PLEASE DON'T BE AFRAID OF ME!
PLEASE BELIEVE GOD'S LOVE IN YOU IS BIG ENOUGH FOR BOTH OF US!
PLEASE TRUST GOD THAT HE CAN KILL THE SIN THAT WAS KILLING ME!
PLEASE CARE MORE ABOUT JESUS' LOVE FOR ME, THAN YOU CARE ABOUT HATING MY SINS!
PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME ALONE CHAINED IN THE DARK WHERE THE BULLY PUT ME AND LEFT ME!
PLEASE DON'T TREAT ME LIKE I'M AN "ISSUE"!
PLEASE! EVEN THOUGH I'VE DESTROYED THE IMAGE OF GOD IN ME, STILL TREAT ME LIKE I STILL HAVE THE IMAGE AND LIKENESS OF GOD ON ME!!
If you can't step up for the Ryan's, Lilly's and Lonnie's then do it for the sake of self-perservation. When you experience God's love for the worst then you know there is no greater power than God's power, and you will never fear the world's power the same way again. Reach the worst of the worst so that fear doesn't keep you focused on what the world is doing. Step into relationship with the "least", and you'll never have to fear ending up with the goats who don't feed the hungry, don't care for the poor, and don't care for those in prison. Go to the most broken, even it is only for the enjoyment of seeing God's power to save and fix them.
Look, If you can't do it for others then do it for what's in it for you!
Grace and Peace to you.